My cat has been for the last time to the vet. She has been suffering for a month of a cancer- it degenerated into a tumor, and this last week, it got worse everyday. She wasn't able to eat properly for a week: since wednesday, she wasn't able to eat at all. She was just suffering at this point. It was painfull.
She has been 16 years old, and I pretty much grew up with her. An adorable, intelligent and gentle animal who stood by me every time I've been down. I stood by her until her last moments. It was hard.
I'm just sad right now. The whole week I was somber as I knew it could only end either in death, or in death for her.
The weather is quite fitting too, it's raining to no end...